In loving memory of...

Jag och mamma -01, hon bodde hos mig i 7 veckor när hon fick sin strålbehandling.

Idag är det 2½ år sedan min älskade mamma lämnade den här världen... För ett tag sen bad min sambo mig att lyssna på en låt han tyckte va bra, han hade inte reflekterat över texten förrän jag satt med tårvåta kinder och snörvlade. Det var som om nån tittat in i mitt hjärta och satt ord på mina känslor! Jag lyssnar på den när jag känner att jag behöver gråta av mig lite. Det hjälper för stunden iaf. Sorgen och smärtan kommer alltid finnas men i olika former och styrka har jag upptäckt.

Gruppen heter Alter Bridge och låten heter In loving memory. Här kommer texten:

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting
And now come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

All you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

Mamma kommer alltid finnas med mig, i varje andetag, varje steg, varje hjärtslag... Alltid!